

How I feel at my last callI look at you and its as if I see an old friend that I don t know you any more. I cant believe that we have been together this long and yet some where along the way we still don't know each other.How I feel at my last call
Some times I feel like a child beaten in to submission, crawling in to a corner. I've seen the angle of deaths wings circling around over head, felt deaths cold breath on the back of my neck, yet we still grew a part. You wanted to stay in the past, afraid of the present fighting to stay away from the future. While I was running to the unknown, I left you behind some where. Yet here we stand hand and hand did a part


New DayI woke again today my ears ringing.New Day
Eyes still red from the smoke.
Noise bleeding the blood of yesterdays battle
Its all in the past all in my head the memories take over.
Leaving room for nothing.
My heart aches to be near you even though your sleeping next to me.
I’m not their anymore but I truly never came home lost somewhere in between .
The man I was, the man I am, the man I wish I could be; once where coming together never more will they though.
I don’t know what to do I don’t know who I am much less who I was.
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